Complete

She said if it makes you happy
Why are you sad?
And I never understood it
But the sorrow made me glad
And yes it makes me happy
Cos it's just fucking bliss
But then here comes the morning
And I can't live with this

I want to fall asleep
But I might drown in my tears
Collecting on my pillow
For these past seven years
And this was so completing
But there's nothing left to do
With everything you want
Loneliness comes too

And their lies are so deceiving
They just flow like the truth
So I'll be halfway leaving
Halfway holding on to you
So now I'm just complete
I've got everything I want
Except they never fall in love
They never fall in love

I want to fall asleep
But I might drown in my tears
Collecting on my pillow
For these past seven years
And this was so completing
But there's nothing left to do
With everything you want
Loneliness comes too

And they wont fall in love
together best alone
their footsteps walk ahead
and now I am alone.

Written : October 2005