How much did it hurt?
How much pain did you feel?
When she looked you in the eye
And said this was never real
But big boys don’t cry
So hold back those tears
When she tries to explain
Just say that’s ok my dear
And as you walk away
You realise
That this was only ever
One big lie
And as you walk away
Throw your head to the sky
Raindrops will hide
The tears that you cry
So here we are
In the place that we met
Though six months have passed
A lot to regret
You’ll pretend you’re sorry
I’ll pretend to care
Restructured illusion
Cos I was never there
And as you walk away
You realise
That this was only ever
One big lie
And as you walk away
Throw your head to the sky
Raindrops will hide
The tears that you cry
There’s comfort in raindrops
There’s comfort in tears
There’s comfort in knowing
That once you were here
Comfort in strangers
Who smile as they pass
Comfort in knowing
That you were my last
Written : 2005