Above Graphics Created : 2005
Lyric Graphics
Above Graphics Created : 2005
August Rush
There's not one in the sky.
Heaven must have rearranged them
and put them in your eyes.
The moon he looks quite lonely too,
A clear sky and I think of you
Wishing you were by my side
Making me feel so alive.
Written : August 2007
The End
This is the end of the skies
This is the end of forever
And I can't even say that I tried
This is the end of all meaning
This is the end of goodbyes
This is the end of all feeling
And this is the end
of your lies.
Written : February 2006
Behind closed doors
The world is safe
You don't know
Who I love
Or Hate
You don't know
Who I adore
Or who it is
I'm living for
You don't know
Who I kiss
at night
Or who
Makes everything
Alright
Behind closed doors
I'm someone else.
And anything,
But myself.
Written : 2003
Edit Cut And Replace
I deleted every song
That reminded me of you
Wishing this could be an option
Inside of my mind too
So i could just forget your face
Edit, Cut and Replace.
Computers process numerically
People think symbolically
I want to process numerically
So you can be just a number to me
And I wont know anything,
Only what I'm told
Programmed to love you
And programmed to let go.
Where faces wont mean anything
Just molecules and lust
You and your achievements
will both amount to dust.
I deleted every song
That reminded me of you
Wishing this could be an option
Inside of my mind too
So i could just forget your face
Edit, Cut and Replace.
Written : April 2007
Graphic Created : April 2007
Closing Time
cos someone else is there
You never really cared
When I was your 'dear'
I'm just sorry now
cos someone else is there
I didn't treat you right
I guess it's only fair
You think because I smiled
That I didn't even cry
But I drank and drank and drank
To fake a stupid smile
And you thought that all those tears
Were laughter in my eyes
But my mascara ran
parallel to all my lies
You're just sorry now
Cos someone else is here
Please don't come around
I don't want you near
drink up, drink up, drink up it's closing
drink up, drink up, drink up it's closing
drink up, drink up, drink up it's closing
drink up, drink up, drink up
It's closing time.
Written : March 2007
Heaven From Hell
Heaven from hell
But we shouldn't have fallen
The way that we fell
These are my words
And they are screaming at you
But you don't believe anything
So none of this is true
These are my words
You say they don't mean anything to you
But if you believe anything
Please believe my words are true
And I can't really separate
Heaven from hell
But I wish we hadn't fallen
The way that we fell
I don't know what separates
Heaven from hell
But we shouldn't have fallen
The way that we fell
Written: September 2007
Love Junkie
Darling you're my only fix
No other drug could work like this
A constant craving when you're gone
Leaves me where I don't belong
And laced with all that Sugar Rush
And the added compliment of us
Now nothing tastes as good
If it's not labeled 'you'
I think you've got me hooked
I'm addicted to you.
Created the graphic first and then the lyrics.
Written : July 2007
Screaming Infidelity
Is all I hear them say
Confusion mixed with chaos
And so I fell a stray
Our eyes met
But just for a second
Then I turned the other way
I'm sure I know you from somewhere
She thought as we both walked away
Lost without a meaning
And worlds fall in between
Now rainbows aren't so bright
When they thread upon your dreams
Our eyes met
But just for a second
Then I turned the other way
I'm sure I know you from somewhere
She thought as we both walked away
And you'd that look upon your face
I think I know you from someplace
Our eyes met
But just for a second
Then I turned the other way
I'm sure I know you from somewhere
She thought as we both walked away
Written : December 2005
Complete
Why are you sad?
And I never understood it
But the sorrow made me glad
And yes it makes me happy
Cos it's just fucking bliss
But then here comes the morning
And I can't live with this
I want to fall asleep
But I might drown in my tears
Collecting on my pillow
For these past seven years
And this was so completing
But there's nothing left to do
With everything you want
Loneliness comes too
And their lies are so deceiving
They just flow like the truth
So I'll be halfway leaving
Halfway holding on to you
So now I'm just complete
I've got everything I want
Except they never fall in love
They never fall in love
I want to fall asleep
But I might drown in my tears
Collecting on my pillow
For these past seven years
And this was so completing
But there's nothing left to do
With everything you want
Loneliness comes too
And they wont fall in love
together best alone
their footsteps walk ahead
and now I am alone.
Written : October 2005
Strangers Again
From my wall
And act as if I never
Knew you at all
Pretend that I am anyone,
Anyone, but me
What was it that you said
About the sailor and the sea?
Smooth oceans, they don't make great sailors
Smooth oceans, never made a good sailor
Feels like we're strangers again
Hello, What is your name?
Strangers again
Though no one is to blame
And I don't know what to say
To make it all ok
And now you say goodnight
Without the love you part
I think it's only right
It saves a broken heart
I know everything about you
But don't know you anymore
I know everything about you
But I don't know you at all.
And now we're strangers
Who know each other well
And now we're strangers
Best friends, can't you tell.
Very very well.
Very very well.
Strangers Again.
Written : August 2005
Reboot The Universe
And woke to blurry visioned sight.
I think I need a change of scenery.
I think I need a change of me.
And here it goes
We fall again
But darling
Can we still be friends
Another dream
Another place
That you or I
Could not erase
And so it is
The final straw
I watched you
Watch the hummingbirds
I fell from you
And fell from us
And saw our ashes
Turn to dust.
The stars are painted in the sky
And I'm happy to watch them alone
'Cos they were beautiful before you ever arrived
And they'll be beautiful alone.
So could we please
Reboot the universe
Then we could save
Every one of us.
Could we please
Reboot the universe.
I don't know you
And there was no us.
Can we please
Reboot the universe
We don't exist.
We are all thoughtless.
Can we please
Reboot the world.
Written : 7 April, 2007
GD
Didn't stop the suffocation
Placed your picture
In a frame
Underneath it
Read you name
All those flowers
Shaped like hats
Told me you're not
Coming back
Delete your number
From my phone
So I'm officially alone
What if I've a question
Now to ask,
Was nothing ever built
To last?
You say hello
I wave goodbye
And though you never
Meant for me to cry
I'll wait forever
With no reply
In years you measured 48
They couldn't save you
It was too late
They closed the box
And shut the door
And I wont see you anymore.
Written : January 2008
23:53
Say something
Type something
Letters on a screen
Waiting for the
Flashing orange
That never flashes green
And if the poet
Writes his best work
When he’s hurt
Give him writers block
To save her first
Last message received
23:53
Last place that we kissed
In the bed behind me
Last ice cream we shared
While waiting for the bus
And trains that pass in motion
Was the last place that we touched
And just in case you thought
That I didn’t even cry
The tears ran down my face
Til the water had ran dry
It started with a hyperlink
And ended with a call
Though we all foresee the ending
We cannot predict the fall
Last message received
23:53
Last place that we kissed
In the bed behind me
Last ice cream we shared
While waiting for the bus
And trains that pass in motion
Was the last place that we touched
And if the poet
Writes his best work
When he’s hurt
Give him writers block
Written : November 2006
Comfort in Strangers
How much did it hurt?
How much pain did you feel?
When she looked you in the eye
And said this was never real
But big boys don’t cry
So hold back those tears
When she tries to explain
Just say that’s ok my dear
And as you walk away
You realise
That this was only ever
One big lie
And as you walk away
Throw your head to the sky
Raindrops will hide
The tears that you cry
So here we are
In the place that we met
Though six months have passed
A lot to regret
You’ll pretend you’re sorry
I’ll pretend to care
Restructured illusion
Cos I was never there
And as you walk away
You realise
That this was only ever
One big lie
And as you walk away
Throw your head to the sky
Raindrops will hide
The tears that you cry
There’s comfort in raindrops
There’s comfort in tears
There’s comfort in knowing
That once you were here
Comfort in strangers
Who smile as they pass
Comfort in knowing
That you were my last
Written : 2005