Confetti Thoughts......

Lyric Graphics

2008-04-06T06:10:00.001-07:00

Robbie Williams - Advertising Space

Jimmy Eat World - No Sensitivity

Franz Ferdinand - Walk Away

Above Graphics Created : 2005

August Rush

2008-04-05T16:36:00.001-07:00

I can't see the stars tonight
There's not one in the sky.
Heaven must have rearranged them
and put them in your eyes.
The moon he looks quite lonely too,
A clear sky and I think of you
Wishing you were by my side
Making me feel so alive.

Written : August 2007

The End

2008-04-05T16:32:00.001-07:00

This is the end of the rainbows
This is the end of the skies
This is the end of forever
And I can't even say that I tried
This is the end of all meaning
This is the end of goodbyes
This is the end of all feeling
And this is the end

of your lies.

Written : February 2006

Behind closed doors

2008-04-05T16:27:00.000-07:00

Behind closed doors
The world is safe
You don't know
Who I love
Or Hate
You don't know
Who I adore
Or who it is
I'm living for
You don't know
Who I kiss
at night
Or who
Makes everything
Alright
Behind closed doors
I'm someone else.

And anything,
But myself.

Written : 2003

Edit Cut And Replace

2008-04-05T16:04:00.000-07:00

I deleted every song
That reminded me of you
Wishing this could be an option
Inside of my mind too
So i could just forget your face
Edit, Cut and Replace.

Computers process numerically
People think symbolically
I want to process numerically
So you can be just a number to me
And I wont know anything,
Only what I'm told
Programmed to love you
And programmed to let go.
Where faces wont mean anything
Just molecules and lust
You and your achievements
will both amount to dust.

I deleted every song
That reminded me of you
Wishing this could be an option
Inside of my mind too
So i could just forget your face
Edit, Cut and Replace.

Written : April 2007
Graphic Created : April 2007

Closing Time

2008-04-05T15:55:00.000-07:00

You're just sorry now
cos someone else is there
You never really cared
When I was your 'dear'

I'm just sorry now
cos someone else is there
I didn't treat you right
I guess it's only fair

You think because I smiled
That I didn't even cry
But I drank and drank and drank
To fake a stupid smile

And you thought that all those tears
Were laughter in my eyes
But my mascara ran
parallel to all my lies

You're just sorry now
Cos someone else is here
Please don't come around
I don't want you near

drink up, drink up, drink up it's closing
drink up, drink up, drink up it's closing
drink up, drink up, drink up it's closing

drink up, drink up, drink up

It's closing time.

Written : March 2007

Heaven From Hell

2008-04-05T15:51:00.000-07:00

I don't know what separates
Heaven from hell
But we shouldn't have fallen
The way that we fell

These are my words
And they are screaming at you
But you don't believe anything
So none of this is true

These are my words
You say they don't mean anything to you
But if you believe anything
Please believe my words are true

And I can't really separate
Heaven from hell
But I wish we hadn't fallen
The way that we fell

I don't know what separates
Heaven from hell
But we shouldn't have fallen
The way that we fell

Written: September 2007

Love Junkie

2008-04-05T15:30:00.001-07:00

Darling you're my only fix
No other drug could work like this
A constant craving when you're gone
Leaves me where I don't belong
And laced with all that Sugar Rush
And the added compliment of us
Now nothing tastes as good
If it's not labeled 'you'
I think you've got me hooked
I'm addicted to you.

Created the graphic first and then the lyrics.

Written : July 2007

Screaming Infidelity

2008-04-05T15:26:00.000-07:00

Screaming infidelity
Is all I hear them say
Confusion mixed with chaos
And so I fell a stray

Our eyes met
But just for a second
Then I turned the other way
I'm sure I know you from somewhere
She thought as we both walked away

Lost without a meaning
And worlds fall in between
Now rainbows aren't so bright
When they thread upon your dreams

Our eyes met
But just for a second
Then I turned the other way
I'm sure I know you from somewhere
She thought as we both walked away

And you'd that look upon your face
I think I know you from someplace

Our eyes met
But just for a second
Then I turned the other way
I'm sure I know you from somewhere
She thought as we both walked away

Written : December 2005

Complete

2008-04-05T15:17:00.000-07:00

She said if it makes you happy
Why are you sad?
And I never understood it
But the sorrow made me glad
And yes it makes me happy
Cos it's just fucking bliss
But then here comes the morning
And I can't live with this

I want to fall asleep
But I might drown in my tears
Collecting on my pillow
For these past seven years
And this was so completing
But there's nothing left to do
With everything you want
Loneliness comes too

And their lies are so deceiving
They just flow like the truth
So I'll be halfway leaving
Halfway holding on to you
So now I'm just complete
I've got everything I want
Except they never fall in love
They never fall in love

I want to fall asleep
But I might drown in my tears
Collecting on my pillow
For these past seven years
And this was so completing
But there's nothing left to do
With everything you want
Loneliness comes too

And they wont fall in love
together best alone
their footsteps walk ahead
and now I am alone.

Written : October 2005

Strangers Again

2008-04-05T15:09:00.002-07:00

I'll take down the photographs
From my wall
And act as if I never
Knew you at all
Pretend that I am anyone,
Anyone, but me
What was it that you said
About the sailor and the sea?

Smooth oceans, they don't make great sailors
Smooth oceans, never made a good sailor

Feels like we're strangers again
Hello, What is your name?
Strangers again
Though no one is to blame
And I don't know what to say
To make it all ok

And now you say goodnight
Without the love you part
I think it's only right
It saves a broken heart
I know everything about you
But don't know you anymore
I know everything about you
But I don't know you at all.

And now we're strangers
Who know each other well
And now we're strangers
Best friends, can't you tell.

Very very well.
Very very well.

Strangers Again.

Written : August 2005

Reboot The Universe

2008-04-05T14:55:00.000-07:00

I dreamt of you again last night.
And woke to blurry visioned sight.

I think I need a change of scenery.
I think I need a change of me.

And here it goes
We fall again
But darling
Can we still be friends
Another dream
Another place
That you or I
Could not erase
And so it is
The final straw
I watched you
Watch the hummingbirds
I fell from you
And fell from us
And saw our ashes
Turn to dust.

The stars are painted in the sky
And I'm happy to watch them alone
'Cos they were beautiful before you ever arrived
And they'll be beautiful alone.

So could we please
Reboot the universe
Then we could save
Every one of us.
Could we please
Reboot the universe.
I don't know you
And there was no us.
Can we please
Reboot the universe
We don't exist.
We are all thoughtless.

Can we please
Reboot the world.

Written : 7 April, 2007

GD

2008-04-05T14:45:00.000-07:00

All that medication
Didn't stop the suffocation
Placed your picture
In a frame
Underneath it
Read you name
All those flowers
Shaped like hats
Told me you're not
Coming back
Delete your number
From my phone
So I'm officially alone

What if I've a question
Now to ask,
Was nothing ever built
To last?
You say hello
I wave goodbye
And though you never
Meant for me to cry
I'll wait forever
With no reply

In years you measured 48
They couldn't save you
It was too late

They closed the box
And shut the door
And I wont see you anymore.

Written : January 2008

23:53

2008-04-05T14:43:00.001-07:00

Say something

Type something

Letters on a screen

Waiting for the

Flashing orange

That never flashes green

And if the poet

Writes his best work

When he’s hurt

Give him writers block

To save her first

Last message received

23:53

Last place that we kissed

In the bed behind me

Last ice cream we shared

While waiting for the bus

And trains that pass in motion

Was the last place that we touched

And just in case you thought

That I didn’t even cry

The tears ran down my face

Til the water had ran dry

It started with a hyperlink

And ended with a call

Though we all foresee the ending

We cannot predict the fall

Last message received

23:53

Last place that we kissed

In the bed behind me

Last ice cream we shared

While waiting for the bus

And trains that pass in motion

Was the last place that we touched

And if the poet

Writes his best work

When he’s hurt

Give him writers block

That can’t foresee the hurt.

Written : November 2006

Comfort in Strangers

2008-04-05T14:41:00.000-07:00

How much did it hurt?

How much pain did you feel?

When she looked you in the eye

And said this was never real

But big boys don’t cry

So hold back those tears

When she tries to explain

Just say that’s ok my dear

And as you walk away

You realise

That this was only ever

One big lie

And as you walk away

Throw your head to the sky

Raindrops will hide

The tears that you cry

So here we are

In the place that we met

Though six months have passed

A lot to regret

You’ll pretend you’re sorry

I’ll pretend to care

Restructured illusion

Cos I was never there

And as you walk away

You realise

That this was only ever

One big lie

And as you walk away

Throw your head to the sky

Raindrops will hide

The tears that you cry

There’s comfort in raindrops

There’s comfort in tears

There’s comfort in knowing

That once you were here

Comfort in strangers

Who smile as they pass

Comfort in knowing

That you were my last

Written : 2005